Why Do I Only Post When I'm In A Bad Mood?

I was going to post about everything on my mind; spring break, wedding excitement, etc. But I found that the more I thought about what's on my mind the more I realized that I have too much on my mind to write about. I HATE hormone induced depressions. They suck. It could also be the stormy weather.

Why Do I Only Post When I'm In A Bad Mood? I can't figure it out. Maybe you can.

I'll give you a few of pictures to look at. They're some of our engagement pictures. I'll give you the funniest one of me, the funniest one of Josh, and a few of our really good ones:

A good picture, though I need to photoshop my foot...

I really like this one.

He was almost sitting in the water, but he didn't get wet (from that).

This would be a good Facebook picture, I think.

This is the funniest one of Josh, though I look pretty silly, too.

This is the funniest one of me. He kept randomly dipping me towards the water really fast...it scared me. I think what makes this picture really hilarious is that I look so scared and he looks so happy!

p.s. if you click on the pictures you can see a much larger version of them

Busy Week

Sunday, Josh and I met with Jeff Carr, our wedding photographer. Yesterday Josh and I had our engagement photos taken. Today I got fitted for my wedding dress. Tomorrow, we're going to start registering; we're hoping to finish it this day. Thursday, we meet with the "cake lady." Friday, we're going to finish registering, if we haven't already.

365 days ago, on this same day, I said goodbye to a friend of mine.

2 weeks ago, I said goodbye to three friends of mine.

I'm happy and hurting all at the same time. It's an interesting mix.

Sorry I haven't posted in a while...I've been so busy.

My apologies if I freaked anyone out.

I'm Alive

I am learning to cope. I am on the mend. Things will be better eventually, but for now, it's hard. Healing still hurts.